Some of my quality still exists, it just didn`t shown.
They just placed at a corner inside me myself.
I`m trying to figure out what cause this happened, I think I have an answer.
I think people are always affected by people.
Unfortunatelly I always do affected by those people I care, a lot.
After I hide some of my qualities, I appeal to those people who does not suitable for me.
The situation of my 2nd and 4th GF are quite the same.
-- They both to be attractive to males.
-- They both have quite same personality.(in my point of view)
-- They relationship of them both end in a sudden, and not that good.
Is it a Mebius strip?
I wish I can remember the experience and learn how to be well-organized.
It may take some time, but it`s worthy.
